Monday, June 14, 2010

Random free write.

So...I haven't written in a WHILE! And I always say I'm just going to go for the goodness, and let my fingers flow, but something comes up, I fall asleep, I lose my thoughts, or I just get plain ol' lazy. Aight. It is now time to cut the bullshit, and get to it! Excuses are the tools for the weak and incompetent....


Happiness? Free verse.

This thing called happiness...where the fuck does it come from? It comes in all shapes, sizes, colors, breeds, material...however you consume your happiness, but does it always last? I mean...you get it, and then what?

Well, lately I've pretty much been on an emotional roller coaster. My mind has the tendency to wander into areas where it should not be. It sort of crosses the "Dead End" sign, and creates its own route to draw different conclusions. Whether its college, friendships, family issues, relationship pitfalls...my mind has its own mind. A weird oxymoron right? Well its the damn truth...

How does one really stay happy? To forget about the negative and live carefree? Yes, its definitely easier said than done. One can try to forget about what needs not to be worried about, but we all know he will always be consumed with the absurd thoughts.

My happiness....it comes in so many ways. But then it disappears when things build up. I wait and see what will take place, and then after there is no change, I'm pissed. That's horrible on my part, but it happens. Fuck all the bullshit, certain things are just so simple. Why are some things made into difficult situations? Well....

**And then this was unfinished. Guess my mind went back to the "dead end" zone and walked on the positive path. The point of this piece I guess was just to express the want for happiness. Is it just something that we want, or is it something that we need? I say both. Why live in a world of negativity, it will do nothing but hurt you both inside and out. Live your life. Let your conscience be free....

....And I as the writer said, of course its easier said than done. Oh well...for the moment?

Be happy.
...try to at least.
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